Your truth is sexy. Your truth is your freedom.
I had this total moment yesterday while meditating. Let me backtrack by saying, my week was full this week. Being a mom of three and navigating so much newness sometimes leaves me spinning. So I basically RAN to my favorite meditation spot as soon as Johnny got home, for a little me-time.
While meditating, the message was loud and clear…
At one point, you wanted this life. If you want more, that’s ok. Don’t be angry, fearful or upset. Instead, look at it as a beautiful chance to create and grow.
I love it when the Universe speaks loud and clear.
I love my life. I created it intentionally and yes, I want more. I don’t need more but I want it. I want more land, I want to impact and serve more women, and I want to build more life for my kids to thrive in. I want my marriage to be deeper and more connected than ever.
Some days it feels too big. Other days it excites me and to be honest, some days I get pissed that I’m ambitious. Do you ever feel that way? Like why do I want chickens and a flower farm now or why can't I just be in the now?
I've been thinking all day about this shift from unhappiness to abundance. I have noticed that I am generally less overwhelmed or pissed about my dreams and the many hats I wear when I am actually pouring into myself.
Go refill your Friday night glass of wine (or tea) and listen up sister…
Stop being pissed or afraid of the way you are. The things you want. Instead, look at life as an opportunity to squeeze more joy out of all that you do and all that you want. Being how you are is beautiful.
If you want to feel happier, you need to do things to make yourself happier. That was the message I received from my cedar circle meditation.
Now what am I going to do about it?
First off, I created a mantra, I am who I am. I want more. It's a choice, not a death sentence. What am I going to do about it? (I like my mantras a little dramatic.) I set this mantra as an alarm (iynyk.)
Second, I'm going to start squeezing the joy out of each moment. Each time I clean up or make another meal or juggle my work with my family, I'm going to choose to be happy. Why? Because what we feel and the energy we hold is what we create. I can’t create the next level in my life with ease when I am all wound up and bitchy.
Be okay with who and where you are. Your truth is sexy. Your truth is your freedom. Live it.
That's all.
xo. lyns
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